Welcome to the forum, khanjar, we're very glad to have you join us.
As you see, there are so many wonderful and helpful people here. I'm sorry about the discrimination you've been experiencing where you live. Please know that any time you need encouragement or advice, you have a lot of friends here. Best to you, and don't give up.
Zorba and Tarik, thank you for being such wonderful examples to us; you're both an inspiration, and a blessing.