No bodys life is perfect,and many have had it so much worse than me,in fact when I now walk down memory lane,and watch my life through the looking glass,I understand so very much,though my heart aches for that little girl,I cry as I write this.
In my mind I go over to her and tell her,its ok,its ok.and I hold her like I hold onto my very own children.
ok,now the tears are streaming and my heart aches.
what do I learn?that the love I lacked as a child,I can give back to that child anytime I want and I can heal.
how did I get to this point?with dance.
I started dancing maybe around 6 months ago,once or twice a week.then recently I was asked if I coudl do a solo,I decided to step out of my comfort zone and say yes.
I knew that to do this I would need to dance alott.so yesterday I choreographed my first routine,I could not believe the amazing feeling that brought deep within,I have realy no words to describeit.Its a journey inwards,one which heals deep down within.
I feel myself changing into a woman who is strong,sensual,creative and at peace.
I know that once you start to dance,your life changes in ways you could never imagine.